Monday, September 28, 2009

weekend update.

my weekend in a run on sentence: documentary, wine and cheese, slept in, lazy, made cookies, surprise visit from old friend, more laziness, SUN CAME OUT!!!!, sudanese center celebration, shepherd's pie at family wash, craft night, hanging out with the 3-year-olds, alpaca farm, photo shoot, leiper's fork, sweet potato fries at pucketts, long drive home, beautiful weather, Sweet CeCe's (yum!), clean house, tv, the end.

all in all a pretty good one.

here's some photos from sunday (because one thing i do love is taking pictures):


 lil' bit crazy


a field of alpaca (alpaci?)



alpaca with the munchies


surprisingly soft fur



ebony and ivory, live together in perfect harmony


leiper's fork...


where the Christmas lights stay up year-round



Puckett's condiments...including George Jones Country Style "Ole Time" Molasses


my favorite time of day from one of my favorite places (home). 

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

the LeConte hike

I love hiking, but I'm not a big hiker...I feel pretty accomplished if I do the long route (2 miles instead of 1) at Radnor Lake. So the idea of hiking the highest mountain east of the Mississippi (3rd tallest peak...don't ask me how they figure these things out) was a little daunting.



As I started the trek my mind was filled with questions...Would I make it to the top without collapsing? Would I ever be able to walk again? Would I curse the day I signed up for this back in January? Would I catch my death of cold from hiking in the rain? All the unknowns were overwhelming, and I figured this would definitely be a once-in-a-lifetime event.



By the time I reached LeConte Lodge, at over 6500 feet, 5.5 miles and 3.5 hours later, I knew this was no one-time event but something I would definitely do again, many times. The hike up Alum Cave Bluffs was amazingly beautiful even in fog and rain, and it was not as hard as I expected. There are plenty of places to stop and rest and great views to motivate you along the way.



The Lodge itself is priceless. Where else can you find a loom, kerosene lamps, llamas, and bottomless glasses of wine on the top of a mountain? I felt like I was stepping back in time, but with really great food and flushing toilets. Laura Ingalls never had it this good...it's like summer camp for grown-ups (or whoever can make it up to the top).



It was weird to be totally away from everything...no phone, facebook, email, twitter, blogs. It's sad how hard it is to slow down and just sit. I found myself getting restless and ready to do something after just a few minutes of sitting. Next time I go up I want to stay for two nights and really take the time to sit and stare and take in the beauty.



I loved the trail, the Lodge, the isolation, and the food, but mostly I enjoyed the camaraderie. It was a surprise to feel a bond with total strangers, simply because you all accomplished a common goal. We were standing on the porch as the clouds cleared and we glimpsed fleeting views of the valley, sharing the excitement. We laughed and told stories from the trail and teased each other like old friends, even though we didn't know each others' names. We just knew we could all climb mountains.
I hiked up with two of my very best friends, and it was so great to share the experience with them. We took care of each other, encouraged each other, sang stupid songs (sorry fellow hikers) and scared off the bears together. Made memories that will last a lifetime. Even though we all were a little apprehensive at first, we were committed to doing it again by the end (right, friends?). Who's in for next year?



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

mountaintops

Tomorrow I am hiking Mt LeConte and spending the night at LeConte Lodge on top of the mountain. I can't wait...we have had these reservations since January and the excitement has been building since then.


I do wish I was a little more prepared for the 6.5 mile hike up the highest mountain in the Smokies, but I'm taking lots of Advil and focusing on the meal and bottomless glass of wine that awaits me at the top. I can do anything for the promise of a good dinner.

Plus this is the view from LeConte, and I plan on watching the sun set and rise. Also well worth The Climb (there's my theme song for the trip...thanks Miley!).


Now I'm just praying the rain clears out...

Monday, September 14, 2009

Six Flags over Life

In the past 24 hours or so I have run the gamut of human emotion...happy, confused, sad, frustrated, angry, excited, tired, worried, impatient, disappointed and overwhelmed. It seems God is working hard to remind me that this life is not under my control...there is a whole amusement park of roller coaster emotions to be experienced, even though I prefer to stay on the merry-go-round. The ups and downs exhaust me and I long for peace and answers that often don't come, at least not on my timetable. Life doesn't always get resolved by the end of the day.

In Henri Nouwen's book Turn My Mourning Into Dancing, he addresses living with hope in crazy times:
"Hope is willing to leave unanswered questions unanswered and unknown futures unknown. Hope makes you see God's guiding hand not only in the gentle and pleasant moments but also in the shadows of disappointment and darkness."

How I need that hope today, that despite the dark times and sorrows, despite the unanswered questions and unrevealed plans, God is still ordering my moments. I pray for the courage to embrace the unknown and the emotional highs and lows, because I want to see the guiding hand of God.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

oops

I had to admit today that yes, I have a blog, but no, I don't update it regularly. I know all 2 of you readers really have missed me, but its not you I am doing this blog thing for, its me. If I'm not blogging about what I love doing than I'm probably not doing what I love. Does that make sense?

I have been swamped the past couple of weeks with work and commitments after work, traveling, and getting ready for a trip this week, so I haven't taken time to do much of anything creative, let alone blog about it.

So here's a reminder to myself to be more disciplined with the blogging, and more disciplined with being creative just for me (instead of creative just to put a pretty package on some books).

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I forget sometimes that I have a fine arts degree and spent 4 years painting, drawing, and photographing so I could earn that degree. I have let my painting slide after school as work and design and attempts at a social life got in the way. On my trip to Europe in April I spent some time sketching (it helps to travel with a fellow artist) and really enjoyed it. So when i went to the beach a few weeks ago I took along my sketchbook and paints and played around a little. I am pretty rusty (and the beach is a hard subject to master) but it was fun. Some results below:
(sorry about the weird foot, Elicia)


(those are seashells, in case you were wondering)